Isn't it ironic? Loving someone who loves someone else, unfair right? All we ever wanted was to be loved back by the people we love. It's not that difficult to do, right? Maybe that's what love is all about. Accepting reality and moving on. They said, love is a matter of giving and taking it back. But in reality, not all you give is given back to you. You don't always get what you want, that's true. Love is such a fatal thing. It can make you happy then send you to the depths of hell (well, not literally). You won't understand unless you experienced it.
Pretending that you are not affected is hard. Pretending that you are happy for the both of them is heartbreaking. Either way, you chose to take a step backward for the sake of their happiness. Sacrificing your own feelings just to see the love of your life happy with someone else. How pathetic. Even though we didn't want this to happen, there's nothing else we can do. The decision has been made. You love him, he loves someone else. And there you are, sitting in the corner of the room, crying for what seems like an endless cycle. Then the regrets come to life. The I-wish-I've-never-met-you was usual. You blame him for the heartbreak you are facing now. You blame him for making you fall in love with him. I think the very reason for all of this is that you expected. One small thing that is done, you immediately assume. And when you got your heart broken, all the mistakes were blamed unto him. It was also your mistake you've got to experience through that. You are responsible for your own actions. I think it's not right to think that you wish you've never even met him because somehow, he once made you so happy that it makes you wanna say: Living is wonderful. Expectation, it just ruins everything.
In order to grow up we need to experience pain. One thing I learned about love is that, if you are not ready to catch someone, then don't make him/her fall for you. Love can make a person go crazy. Now the important thing is, you have to be wise on whom you choose to give your love. Our heart is precious and fragile. We have to take care of it because when the right guy/girl comes in our way, we will be able to give them unconditional love that they were longing.
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xx, ThePoseidonKid
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